Today is Over

Today was a rough day - work is completely stressing me out. Last night was a rough night. I was anxious and not on the same page as my husband about an "issue" in our life. Some bathroom crying occurred both last night and today. I hate to cry... Even more, I hate crying in the bathroom. Yes, my husband and my co-workers know that they contributed to my tears. Both tried to make it up to me somewhat. I know I need to work-out tonight, but I am too tired and drained. Right now, I am feeling better than I did this morning, which is good; but, I am really too tired right now to elaborate or process any more. Surprisingly, everything that is stressing me out right now is not even adoption related. Is that good or bad? I really don't know.... I guess it is just another day I am ready to put behind me. I really hope tomorrow is better, it has to be. I am ready for certain stresses in my life to be gone... but one of our major "issues" has just recently moved closer to our everyday life (figuratively and physically), and I am pretty sure the people at work are not going to change their behaviors.

As I am finishing watching my favorite reality TV show, I can honestly say that I have put today behind me. My show reminds me of working towards a goal, believing in yourself, and hope. Tonight I have accomplished a lot. I had a wonderful discussion with my covenant group at church, loved being able to read some of my book, and enjoyed some time on the sofa with my husband. Now, I am ready for a good nights sleep with the sound of the rain outside washing everything away. Good Night, Sleep Tight. Tomorrow is a new day.